Since I have joined the military, I have had a lot of thoughts about what I am doing with my life. I constantly wonder if I am doing the right thing with my life. If I am good enough to make it through basic, but I keep getting the same answers "I will never know tell I try"
I wonder every time if I want to waste my time, but in a sense, doing nothing is wasting my time. I am tired of wasting my life around not being able to do anything with my time because I am scared of what will happen if I fail. Long story short, I really want to become great, but idk if I can make the journey.